First Moments

I have been thinking a lot today being home with my baby like any other day, however it is special to me.

I remembered a lot of first moments that make me laugh, smile, and want to shed a tear even...

The first moment I found out that I could be a mom I knew that I would someday have a baby in my arms and that I wanted one so badly every day from that point, and now I have Kael to hold every day.

The first moment I found out that I needed a man to have that baby I knew I wanted a husband more than anything! (Not just for the baby..)

The first moment I laid eyes on Derek I knew that he needed to be in my life. (Didn't know I would fall madly in love with him and want to spend eternity with him at this point yet, but I KNEW he needed to be in my life.)

The first moment I laid eyes on Kael I knew that I would be with him forever, and that he was the baby I dreamed about so long ago.

The moment I told Derek I would marry him was the day I knew that he was the man I dreamed about so long ago as well...

So, right now as I'm worried because Derek's flight to DC was delayed an hour and he only had a 45 min lay over before his flight to Virginia I know that worrying won't do me any good, and that he will be able to make it to his interview, I'm glad I have these wonderful memories and my beautiful baby to keep me company. I'm so grateful to Derek for wanting to be a doctor to serve people, and to provide for our family.

I'm excited for the crazy road ahead of us and I thank my Heavenly Father at night for making my dreams come true!